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The Holocaust Opera is available at: THE HOLOCAUST OPERA BOOK SYNOPSIS The Holocaust Opera is a collection of dark tales. The book contains two novellas, The Holocaust Opera, and, The Haunting of Sam Cabot, plus seven short stories. What follows is a brief synopsis of some of the stories in the collection.
As a bonus I have added below in its entirety THE COMFORT OF A STRANGER (one of the stories in the collection) I hope you enjoy it!
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Lost Village is available at: THE
LOST VILLAGE NOVEL
SYNOPSIS Sarah Jameson
Landry and her five year old daughter, Annabelle, haunted by the same
insistent voice, embark on a reluctant journey to find their ancestral
home. What they discover is a strange little village that has somehow
gone adrift from the rest of the world. They uncover a horrifying legacy
of missing children that dates back hundreds of years, and in the process
learn the terrible secrets of their own ancestral past. PROLOGUE It had
been years - how many, Mr. Magic did not wish to think about - since
he'd climbed to the top of Lookout Mountain. He'd forgotten how steep
the incline was, how much it winded him to make the ascension. He was
old now and his tired heart ached inside his chest, missing a beat every
so often, hitching and hesitating, stalling and farting, threatening
to seize up on him altogether, like an old one-lunged diesel engine
with burnt valves. SELECTION
FROM PART 4, CHAPTER 15 Sarah could
feel her resolve weakening as he spoke, the prospect of what waited
there in the darkness taking on some new and resolute significance.
A flame ignited in her skull and the phantoms of the past suddenly appeared
in her mind's eye. She remembered her first day at Ellis Manor, and
the picnic she and Annabelle had attended on the grassy slope of Lookout
Mountain overlooking the sea. She remembered how those thoughts that
she had been born into darkness and darkness would be her destiny had
come to her so suddenly. She saw then how she had always ached to understand
her purpose in life and the workings of her inner soul, but had always
denied it because of her fear. And now this entity was reminding her
of just what that purpose was, and that it was all right to be afraid.
He was reminding her that it was all right for her to face her true
self. That perhaps she and her daughter weren't shadows after all, but
something more substantive instead. Perhaps they weren't unnatural beings
bred strictly to do service, but natural children, creatures unto themselves,
genuine, whole, with real lives and real futures.
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The Holocaust Opera: A Nazi war criminal returns from the dead in order to exact his unique brand of genocide upon an unsuspecting world.
The Haunting of Sam Cabot: A young family man spends his summer living with dead things as he slowly regresses into madness.
The Rain after a dry season: A drifter has been brutally murdered in the Landers’ barn, and when they begin to suspect their own little girl of the crime, they must come to grips with the true nature of the child and the extent of her influence over all their lives.
BugShot: A man who fears wasps buys a new brand of insect spray in an attempt to rid his overrun barn of them, but discovers that he likes the taste of the BugShot as much as the wasps do.
The Nest: Babies are disappearing from their cribs at night. Alden is convinced that the disappearances are connected to that eagle’s nest over on the island. His wife thinks he’s crazy, until their own child disappears.
The Comfort of a Stranger: Danielle is drawn to the ruins of an ancient cathedral where she meets a stranger who helps her to see the truth of her existence and offers a dark kind of deliverance from her sins.
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The Comfort of a Stranger
By Mark Edward Hall
They met at the ruins of Saint Michael’s Cathedral. The city was razing it to make room for a new subway station. The police had roped the area off and posted guards along its perimeter, hoping to keep the curious away. It hadn’t done much good. The news of the crypt’s discovery had spread fast in the neighborhood and there had been an influx of pedestrians throughout the day. Most had gone away disappointed, however. The authorities were adamant in their protection of the site and maddeningly clandestine about what had been discovered there. Rumor was that they had uncovered a strange breed of humanoids, long dead and forgotten, buried beneath the cathedral.
Danielle knew that such rumors were easily fabricated and just as easily dispelled; nevertheless she had been perversely drawn to the demolition. She’d gone there that evening after reading a short piece in the morning paper. An earlier rain had ceased and the streets were streaked with silvery puddles. It was late October and a cool wet wind blew around her bare legs. She pulled her wool coat around her and stood staring into the ruins shivering. The site was now deserted. There were no guards, and the excavated catacombs all appeared empty. Sadly she had come too late for any sort of glimpse.
“A pity, don’t you think?”
She started and whirled. A tall, thin man in a gray trench coat stood beside her at the barricade staring into the empty catacombs. His age was hard to determine. His features were fine, almost feminine, and curiously unlined. If not for the timbre of his voice, and the slight gray stubble on his chin, he might have been a woman.
He had not been there the moment before, Danielle was sure of it. Unless she’d simply spaced out again. It was a reasonable diagnosis, she knew. Her grief, coupled with the medication, had recently brought on strange blank spaces, long hours of depression, and spats of daydreaming.
“A pity?” she asked.
“That we didn’t get to see the strange beings before they carted them all off.” The man smiled.
“You heard the rumors,” Danielle said.
“Oh yes. Hard to miss.”
“And you believed them?”
“Why does that surprise you?”
“I don’t know.”
“You didn’t?”
Danielle gave a small, nervous laugh. “No, not really.”
The man had turned to face her, his hand extended. “Decker,” he said. “John Decker.” His eyes were small and pale, their color indefinable. Danielle took his hand, even though she did not want to. It was cold, as she’d expected.
“Danielle Gray,” she said, pulling her hand back and tucking it into the sleeve of her overcoat, hoping she could warm it again.
“Pleasure,” Decker said. “What I meant was—”
“You believe, right?” Danielle interrupted. “That’s all that counts.” She turned back toward the ruins, as if to dismiss him.
“I think there are so many things about this life that we don’t yet understand. Don’t you?”
“Yeah, I suppose so.”
“You don’t sound very convinced.”
“I have my own beliefs.”
The stranger watched Danielle for a long moment. She could feel his cold, colorless eyes on her.
“Exactly what were the rumors?” he asked. “Do you know?”
Danielle shivered hugging her arms to her bosom. “Freaks of some kind. The paper called them humanoids. Supposedly they were all small, like children, and not properly decomposed. Something to do with the lack of oxygen beneath the church.”
“I see,” said Decker. “Do you suppose it's possible that they were children?”
Danielle shrugged. “Supposedly their physiology was . . . different.”
“How so?”
Danielle turned back to the stranger. “Their faces were distorted in some strange way ... I don't know. Like they were all screaming or something. Whenever things like this happen people make up stories.”
“So you think it was all a fabrication?”
Danielle frowned. “The authorities aren’t talking. Do you have business here?”
“No. Just a curious citizen, like you. These dead . . . humanoids. Where do you suppose they took them?”
“The morgue, I imagine. Look, I told you, I don’t believe the rumors. And I really have to get going. I’m not sure why I came here.” She turned to leave.
“You were searching for something,” the stranger said, freezing Danielle in her tracks. She reluctantly turned back to him and his colorless eyes held hers.
“What are you talking about?”
“Something . . . terrible has happened, some catastrophe. And you were hoping to find answers here.”
Danielle gave a short nervous little laugh. “That’s ridiculous . . .”
“Is it?”
Danielle lowered her head. “I haven’t been well.”
“Would you like to talk about it?”
“No.”
“No?”
Her eyes were drawn back to his. “I don’t know who you are.”
“Does it matter?”
Since the deaths and the recent breakdown she’d been staying at the boarding house in Jackson Heights. It was a room, a place to lay her head down and hang her clothes until she could get back on her feet. Nothing more. These days her expectations were low.
She’d found a job at the homeless shelter. It only paid minimum wage twenty hours a week but it covered the rent and she got her meals there.
She’d surprised herself by telling the stranger to come later. She knew that most of the other residents—all of them elderly—turned in early. She’d told him to be discreet, however, that a few of the more restless had taken to wandering the corridors in the night and she wasn’t sure how they’d react if they saw a strange man. She told him she’d be waiting at the back door. She paced restlessly, smoking a cigarette, wondering if he’d come, decidedly edgy with anticipation. At quarter past ten there came a soft knock. She opened it and let him in.
They’d gone immediately to her room and had made love. Or rather the stranger had. Danielle had felt nothing. His body, pressed against hers, was cold. Like embracing an emptiness. When he was done he rolled off her. She lay on her back for a long time, silently staring up at the ceiling. After a while she reached for the pack of cigarettes on the bedside stand, thumped one into her hand, placed it between her lips, and lit it with a plastic lighter. She inhaled deeply letting the smoke trickle slowly from her nostrils. The encounter had been her first in more than a year. After what had happened she’d been unsure if she could ever have sex again. She looked over at the stranger. Even though she felt no sexual attraction, something about his soft, almost feminine features and his coldness attracted her.
“Was it all right?” he asked her.
“It was okay,” she admitted, wondering if he would take offense at her candor.
The stranger frowned. “Why did you do it?” he asked. “I’m just curious, you understand.”
She shrugged. “I don’t know. Just to see if I could. It’s been a while.”
“I see.”
“You’re hurt.”
“No.”
She took one last drag on her cigarette and stabbed it out in the ashtray. She rolled over and propped herself up on one elbow facing him. “How about you? Did you enjoy it?”
“Yes, Danielle,” he replied. “I enjoyed it very much.”
Danielle stared into his colorless eyes, blank and featureless. She was shivering. “Back at the ruins,” she said. “You mentioned some catastrophe. You said that I’d gone there in search of answers.”
“Ah.”
Decker nodded sagely.
“How did you know that?”
“It was a lonely place,” he replied. “You were alone. What other conclusion might I have drawn?”
She stared at him. “No. It was more than that. Somehow you knew.”
He was staring at her breasts as if he was trying to read something from them. Feeling cold and self conscious she pulled the sheet up to cover herself.
“You’ve had children,” Decker said.
“It’s that obvious, huh?”
“A woman’s breasts tell a lot about her. How many have you had?”
“Three,” she said, and began to weep.
“That’s what you were doing at the cathedral ruins,” Decker said. “Searching for your lost children.”
Danielle stared at Decker in awe. How could he know such a thing? How could a complete stranger know the secret heart of another? He was right, of course, but until this very moment even Danielle had been unaware of why she’d been drawn to those ruins. What could that place possibly tell her about her children? Decker shifted his weight and the sheet fell away from his body. He was white and thin, androgynous. His ribs shown through stretched skin. His shrunken penis and miniscule sack lay limp against the paleness of his flesh.
“How did they die, Danielle?”
“I left them at home with a babysitter to go out for the evening. There was a . . . fire. It was nobody’s fault. Something with the wiring. The babysitter had fallen asleep.”
“You say it was nobody’s fault, yet you blame yourself?”
Danielle nodded, unable to reply. Tears coursed down her cheeks. She wondered where they were coming from. She thought she’d lost the capacity to shed them.
Decker looked at her with concern. “It must have been a very traumatic experience,” he said.
“Yes. Yes it was.”
“Please, tell me exactly what happened.”
“I don’t really know many of the details. The entire episode is rather sketchy in my mind. They tell me I had some sort of breakdown. It took me months to convalesce. Upon my release I was handed an urn of ashes. I was told that the fire burned so hot that individual bodies were unidentifiable. The ashes of what I was told were my babies were buried in a single grave in the old Cross Cemetery at Arlington Heights. I go there as often as I can and put flowers on it.”
“I see,” said Decker. “You’ll have to take me there sometime, show me.”
“What on earth for?”
“I like places of death,” he said. “I always have. Cemeteries have their own kind of charm, don’t you think? Some of the finest properties have been used to bury the dead. Tombs, mausoleums, some of the finest architecture. That says something about man’s reverence for the lost.”
Danielle did not know how to reply. She wasn’t sure she shared the stranger’s enthusiasm for death.
“What were you doing the night your children died, Danielle?”
“I told you, I was out for the evening.”
Decker nodded. “Yes, that’s right, you did. But what were you doing?”
Danielle stared at Decker for a long moment, understanding somehow that he already knew the answer to his own question. “Who are you, Mr. Decker?”
“Please, call me John. Now that we’re intimate . . . well . . . I think it would be appropriate. Don’t you?”
“I’m not sure what you’re getting at.”
“I think you are, Danielle. Come now, confessions can sometimes be good for the soul.” The stranger smiled, and for the first time Danielle got a good look at his teeth. They seemed very small, like those in the mouth of a fish. Danielle was suddenly repulsed.
“I’ve done enough confessing for one night,” Danielle said, getting out of bed. “I don’t think I’m up for any more. Please, I’d like you to leave now.”
The stranger got out of bed and dressed in silence. Danielle, the sheet still wrapped around her, watched him. After he left she felt sick, and ran into the bathroom to throw up.
It began to rain lightly again before dawn. Unable to sleep, Danielle got out of bed, dressed and went outside.
She drifted uneasily along the rain-slicked sidewalks, depressed by the drab storefronts and apartment blocks that flanked the street. All the buildings seemed empty, windows blanked out against dark, silent rooms. As dawn rose, cold white light engulfed the city, washing away all other colors.
Danielle was mildly surprised to find herself back at the ruins of St. Michael’s. She’d had no real destination in mind when she’d left her room. Nothing had changed here, she saw. The workmen had not yet returned. The catacombs still appeared as empty as they had been the night before.
Danielle closed her eyes and remembered walking aimlessly away from the police station the morning after her children had perished. The city had been hidden under a soft veil of mist. Much like today. She’d gone to the park and had sat on a bench wet with dew, feeling the rain run through her hair and down her cheeks like tears. She’d never felt so vacant. She’d left the bench and had walked into the deepest part of the park. Glistening leaves left wet smears on her skin as she wandered aimlessly through the undergrowth. The silence was like the city holding its breath. Everything seemed empty, nothing alive. She came to a small lake and began walking into it, feeling nothing, wondering how long it would take for them to find her body.
She’d come awake in a hospital. A passer-by had found her floating and had saved her life. Months of therapy and rehabilitation followed.
In time she’d been informed that she was healing well and could return to a normal life whenever she felt capable. A normal life? That was a laugh. How could anything about her life ever again be normal?
Turning her attention back to the ruins she decided to duck under the rope and go in for a closer inspection of the empty catacombs. The mist had begun to abate and she knew that at any moment workmen would begin arriving and her chance would be missed. There was something else here besides her. An emptiness that felt somehow alive. She could sense it. Behind her . . . or just ahead. She couldn’t quite see it but she knew that it was here, nevertheless. Danielle stood gazing into the empty crypts, concentrating, aching, knowing.
“You feel them, don’t you, Danielle?”
Danielle was not surprised at the sound of the stranger’s voice. She supposed that some part of her had been expecting him to show up.
“What am I supposed to be . . . feeling?”
“Something,” said the stranger. “Anything. It’s been so long since you’ve allowed yourself to feel.”
Danielle turned to the stranger. “What’s going on? How do you know what I feel or don’t feel? Who are you?
”
“You came here in search of answers,” Decker replied. “I’m just trying to offer a little comfort.” He raised his arm and pointed into the ruins. “They’re here, you know. You just have to go in and find them.”
Danielle shook her head, backing away. “No!” she said. “You’re crazy.”
“Are you absolutely sure that everything happened the way you think it happened, Danielle?”
Danielle turned and hurried away from the stranger, not looking back, but she heard his laughter, like the sound of breaking glass.
She’d made it only halfway down the block before curiosity got hold of her and she stopped and glanced back. The stranger was still standing in the midst of the ruins staring at something she couldn’t see. She tried to see the expression on his face. She thought for a moment that he was screaming, but the city had come to life and with its noise she couldn’t be sure. Everything seemed so twisted, so uncertain.
She looked at her watch, surprised to see that she was late for work. What the hell would she tell them? Oh bullshit! Who cared what they did. They could fire her. She hated the job anyway.
A Lincoln Town Car pulled up to the curb and Danielle recognized the man sitting behind the wheel. He kept glancing at her through the window, a look of astonishment on his face. She tried to ignore him and kept walking, but the car kept pace.
“Hey, Danielle,” the man called through the open window. “Is that you? Jesus, I thought you were dead. What happened? Where have you been?”
“Working at the homeless shelter.”
“What? Are you kidding me?”
Danielle shook her head.
“Well, when are you coming back to work for me, girl?” The man’s voice sounded hurt, almost pleading.
“When Hell freezes over.”
“Oh, don’t be that way, Danielle. You were one of my best girls. One of my best money makers.”
“I don’t give a shit about you or your money, Jimmy. I have a new life now. So fuck off.”
Jimmy laughed. “Life?” he said, his voice filled with incredulity. “I haven’t seen you in months and now you tell me you’re working at a homeless shelter. I’m finding this really hard to believe.” The car stopped abruptly. Jimmy got out and swiftly approached Danielle. “You better not be holding out on me, girl—”
Danielle pulled a hand gun out of her coat pocket and pressed the muzzle against Jimmy’s forehead, cocking the hammer with her thumb. “I paid with the lives of my children because of the things I did for you, asshole.”
Jimmy backed away, his hands in the air. “That fire was an accident, Danielle. Jesus Christ, it wasn’t my fault.”
“If I’d been at home with my children instead of out with one of your perverted tricks, they might still be alive.”
Jimmy’s face crumbled. “You’ll pay for this, you bitch,” he said, his voice filled with hate.
“What will you do, asshole, kill me?” Danielle laughed. “If you try you’d better make it good. I’ve got mental problems now, you know. I’m certified. I could blow your ass away and walk within a year. So, if you’re smart you’ll get back in that piece of shit pimpmobile of yours and get the fuck out of here.”
Jimmy did as he was told, stumbling toward the driver’s door, his face purple with rage. Danielle’s trembling hands held the revolver pointed at him. “You’re dead, girl!” he screamed. “Dead! Dead! Dead! Do you hear me?” The sound of his voice was like syncopated hammer blows in Danielle’s ears.
Danielle went back to her room. She paced back and forth across the floor, unsure what to do. She lit a cigarette, hands shaking. There was a small cubby at the foot of the bed, too small to be considered a closet. She opened the door and pulled out a small cardboard box. She sat the box on the bed looking at it for a long time, waiting, thinking. She dropped the lit cigarette onto the floor and crushed it out beneath her shoe. She sat down on the bed and opened the box. Inside there were drawings her children had done and given her. They were the only things salvaged from her other life. The only evidence her children had ever existed. It had been more than a year since she’d looked at them. She carefully lifted the sheets of paper out of the box smoothing them with her fingers as she did so. One by one she put the sheets to her lips and began kissing them as though she could taste her children on them. She pressed them against her face, hearing the noise her eyelashes made as they scratched against the paper. Tears flowed from her eyes and onto the drawings. But the wetness from her tears seemed to be distorting the images. What once had been happy moon-faces with wide smiles and bright eyes now looked like demons with black gaping mouths. Each nose had become a jagged red gash; the eyes were dark sinkholes of despair. And the twisted faces seemed to be screaming in abject agony. The more Danielle wept the more the images morphed into visions of despair. Danielle could almost hear their shrieking voices. She began pulling more sheets from the box, looking at them, spilling tears on them. Now they were all the same. Tortured faces with gaping mouths and abysmal eyes. Was this some new pathos she would have to endure, or had the images been this way from the beginning? Had she just refused to see the truth?
Are you absolutely sure that everything happened the way you think it happened, Danielle?
She quickly put the images back in the box and buried it beneath some old clothes in the closet. She sat on the bed smoking cigarettes until nearly all the light had drained out of the day.
She kept thinking about herself and the stranger, how his cold body had pressed against hers, feeling like an emptiness. They were like two dead things floating on the surface of a lake.
Danielle knew she had to find her children.
Twilight came on the heels of a cold, dry wind and clear skies. The dampness had moved on across the Atlantic Ocean to settle into someone else’s bones. She approached the ruins just as evening’s shadows began to descend over them. She stopped at the rope, gazing into the heart of the razed cathedral. It was as if the workmen had totally abandoned the project. Everything seemed exactly as it had earlier, abysmal, depressing, an emptiness unto itself. She ducked under the barricade making her way toward the heart of the crypt. Footsteps followed her, keeping a short distance. She did not turn to identify her pursuer, confident as she was in his identity. She stopped where the catacombs began. There were square indentations in the earth where bodies had once lain. She stared into them.
What sort of bodies had they been? Human? Something else?
In the darkness just beyond the catacombs she saw three small standing forms, unmoving. She could see no individual features, however. They were just ghosts, shadows cast by the very same darkness that had plagued her life for so long.
“Why?” she asked.
“You needed comfort,” said the stranger.
“And you were the one sent to give it to me.”
“You needed to see what you have refused all along to see.”
“That my children are dead?”
“No, Danielle. You’ve always accepted that.”
“What then?”
“Remember the day at the park, the morning after your children . . . well.”
“Yes, the day I walked into the lake . . . a man came along and . . . saved . . . me.” She stared at the stranger, studying him. God, why had she not recognized him sooner? She’d felt it in his coldness, seen it in the paleness of his flesh, in his thin, nearly emaciated body. And she’d heard it in his words. Yes, every one had been a clue, but she hadn’t had the sense to pick up on it. “It was you.”
Decker gave a short bow. “At your service, Danielle.”
“But you didn’t save me,” Danielle said. “You didn’t even try. In fact you dragged me under. Why, for God’s sake?”
“I was sent to give you comfort.”
“Comfort?”
“From the moment your children died you were wracked with grief. You blamed yourself. You wanted death. It is why you walked into the lake, is it not?”
“But I lived.”
“Are you absolutely sure about that, Danielle?”
“Who are you?”
The stranger stared.
“No,” Danielle said, backing away. “I don’t believe you.” She closed her eyes, now not wanting to see. She wondered what she would find if she returned to her room. Would there be a lock on the door? A sign that said vacancy? Would there be a box filled with children’s drawings hidden under a stack of clothing in a cubby that wasn’t large enough to be a closet? Had everything that had happened in the past year been some colossal and twisted nightmare?
“Open your eyes, Danielle. See the wonders.”
Danielle obeyed the stranger. She opened her eyes and stared. The ruins were filled with death, she saw, dozens, perhaps hundreds of small creatures occupied the vast space there. There were black gaping mouths and sunken eye sockets. Each nose was a jagged red gash; the eyes were dark sinkholes of despair. And the twisted faces seemed to be screaming in abject agony. Just like in the pictures her children had drawn and left for her to discover and shed tears over. Had they somehow known about this? Had they known that this is where they would end up?
“The children have gathered here for centuries,” Decker said.
“Why didn’t you just tell me?”
“You needed to see for yourself. Now, sadly they are being disturbed and they need a guardian to show them the way.”
“But I don’t know . . . how.”
“I think you do, Danielle.”
Danielle stared into the ruins, at the carnival of wickedness that had gathered there. It was a veritable festival of rot and suffering, absurdly beautiful in its grotesquery. Her children were there among them, of course, the architects of her demise, all three of them, standing at the forefront, waiting to be taken home.
“There, see what you’ve been missing,” Decker said.
“Yes, I see,” Danielle replied. “Life only allows us a partial glimpse of what actually exists, doesn’t it?”
“Ah, now you believe.”
“I have finally found my children. That’s all that counts.”
The stranger nodded and gave a slight smile. He was death, of course, his business here finished, at least for the moment. But death would soon again beckon in all its myriad complexities and peculiarities, and he’d be off to usher it forth. It was the way of life, after all. Why had it taken her so long to see this simple truth? Danielle took hold of the stranger’s cold hand and together they moved into the heart of the ruins toward the shadows that awaited them on the other side.
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Michael Bannon, haunted by demons of his own has come to James Village
in search of anonymity. What he finds instead is that no distance, great
or small can ever erase the terrible mistakes of the past. He discovers
also that he is, in some inconceivable way, connected to Sarah and the
child Annabelle. They form an alliance with a small group of friends,
villagers, who like themselves are tired of being afraid, and resign
themselves to the task of seeking the truth regardless of its consequences.
Together they embark on a terrifying quest to destroy the evil that
lies at the center of all their lives.
The Lost Village is an epic journey into the unknown that leaves
none of its participants unchanged by the experience. Dark and dazzling,
it is a tale that encompasses dramas of seduction and death, episodes
of tenderness and miraculous healing.
It is also an allegory about the deeds that men do and the secrets that
they keep, a parable of innocence against the corruption of the soul,
of sanity against madness, of triumph against all odds. And it gives
us a rare glimpse into the dark superstition and aching loneliness that
lies deep inside the core of all human kind.
He stopped, unable to catch his breath. He did not wish to be up here
in this dark, spoiled place. But the decision hadn't been his to make.
In the night, like a silent stalker, Captain Ellis had come calling,
and he'd told Mr. Magic what had to be done.
Now here he was, on this wretched trail again, after all these years,
and it felt like time had folded back on itself. He supposed that in
a way, that's exactly what had happened. The cycle was what was important,
not the enormity of time it took for the cycle to come round again.
If he'd learned anything in his life it was this.
He stopped for the umpteenth time, gasping for breath, leaned his twisted
frame against an ancient oak tree. Brother to brother. The tree, gnarled,
knuckled, diseased, a miracle it had survived this long. Like him, once
proud and straight. Now . . . now . . .
His legs shook, threatening to give way beneath him. Sweat ran from
his forehead and spilled into his eyes. "Damn!" he said, swiping
at his stinging eyes with the sleeve of his shirt. His breath felt like
slivers of glass. "Pills," he said patting his breast pockets.
"Where are my pills?"
He'd lost them somewhere on the trail. Stupid old man. He turned around
and gawked, for a moment thinking he might go back after them. Grunting
in derision, he hauled in another lung-full of razor blades and moved
away from the ancient tree toward the summit. There was no time. He
must go on. Forget the pills. Forget the pain.
As a young man he'd been athletic and the climb had not been difficult.
Arthritis and emphysema had both stricken him in middle age, however,
and the damage was irreparable.
The once clear, well-defined trail was now not so well defined. Saplings
clogged the way. Up here, near the top, they were all tainted, fighting
for a foothold in spoiled ground. Was there some purpose to their defiant
survival? He hoped so.
He raked through them. Thorns reached out for him like the grappling
talons of faceless demons, scratching lines of welling blood along his
mottled cheeks and running the threads of his clothing. The pain did
not bother him much. He'd made peace with it long ago.
He was close now, he knew. There was no mistaking the dissonant droning
and the vibrations that it caused in the earth. And now the smell was
evident as well, the ripe, sweet stench of death.
Then he saw it, in the distance, across a wasted landscape of rock and
scorched earth, at first just an outline in the pale moonlit sky; then,
as he drew closer, a dizzying convolution of points and angles, a madman's
dream. He closed his eyes and opened them again. The nightmare remained
intact.
He moved forward a few more careful steps and almost stumbled into the
pit. He looked down in horror. The root-steps were directly at his feet.
Had he found them or had they found him? Best not to think about that.
He did not know how many there were, nor how deep into the mountain
they cut. He'd been told that Hell could be found at the bottom. He'd
never wished to find out for himself. The few steps he could see, before
they fell away into darkness, were evenly spaced, worn smooth from decades
of ritual. He moved gingerly around them and the unfathomable maw into
which they led, out of their influence, and closer to the great monolith.
Mr. Magic stopped, gazing up at the object before him. Beneath its outer
layer of obsidian, something unknowable seethed and pulsed. Colors that
did not belong to any known spectrum moved beneath its abhorrent surface
like snakes shifting beneath shedding skin. He'd been told it was alive.
Perhaps it was. How could one ever know for sure? Few had seen it. Fewer
still had lived to tell what they'd seen. He stood transfixed. From
beneath its shifting surface, it seemed a thousand obsidian eyes sullenly
watched him.
He turned to the right, walked a few paces, scanning the desolate landscape.
Near the base of the monolith a small blue bundle writhed. He inched
closer. The dissonant droning scaled up an octave. The surface slithered
and pulsed. He took another careful step. The summit was suddenly ablaze
in icy-blue light. It shot through his eyes and into his brain like
lasers. He stumbled back, falling, his closed fists pressed to his eyes,
his head nearly bursting. The blue bundle began to shriek. He crawled
toward the sound, his eyelids hooded and his attention focused on the
bundle, away from that terrible light. But something . . . physical
had detached itself from the monolith and was drifting slowly toward
the bundle, toward him. He could see it with his peripheral vision,
a spiky-looking thing of unnamable origin. There were things that resembled
talons attached to its end, and barbs along its convoluted shaft.
With a sudden lunge Mr. Magic pounced on the bundle. He grabbed it up
and sprang to his feet, twisted around and ran. Something exploded behind
him with a sound like a bomb blast. He was ready for it and fell forward
onto his knees, his head down, trying not to drop the bundle, protecting
it in his arms. An object whizzed over his head and then snapped back
toward the monolith. In an instant he was up again and running. He did
not look back until he'd reached the perimeter of diseased saplings.
He stopped, his lungs aching. He stared back in awe, for the monolith
was now ablaze with agitation and the entire summit had become a hive
of noise and icy-blue light.
Then, before his astonished eyes, the ground around the monolith began
to mutate, to rise up out of itself as dozens of small human-like forms
were born, undulating upwards, the writhing shapes at first amorphous
and vague in the icy illumination, then clearer as years of encrustation
broke free and fell away like diseased fetal cauls. And up from the
bowels of the earth, from that opening into Hell, swarmed more of them,
dozens, perhaps hundreds more. The heads were black as soot, swollen
with rot, covered in bulbous tumors. The eyes were strangely luminescent,
blank and liquid, the color of spoiled urine. And dear God, those terrible
teeth, perfect little rows of them in each deformed mouth. Dozens of
tiny white triangles, sharp as razors. And the creatures were moaning
and writhing, crying out in some hellish and unfathomable agony, their
cacophonous cries of woe suddenly filling the entire world, threatening
to drive Mr. Magic to the brink of madness.
This whole night was insane, impossible. Yet it was happening. He knew
it was happening because . . . dear God . . . he knew. He had
tried to forget, tried to deny. But he knew. They were dead,
all of them, taken by something unspeakable and buried alive around
that cursed thing that defied definition. But how could the dead come
back? How could that thing exist? What was it? Where had it come from?
Dear God, why was it here?
The dead children were somehow being resurrected, and they were rising
up around that hideous monolith. But they weren't just dead; they were
malformed little monsters, shat from the womb of a hopelessly diseased
mother.
Mr. Magic backed into the perimeter of trees, knowing that they would
not follow, understanding that at least for now they were trapped within
the monolith's tainted perimeter. He had saved another child, but how
long would it be before the entity stopped him? How long before it destroyed
him? The Captain had said that it was gaining in power. That it was
only a matter of time before the madness spread elsewhere.
The old black man whirled and ran, oblivious of his seizing heart, his
emphysematous lungs, his crippling arthritis. He ran like a mad man,
trying to escape the terrible things he had seen, the bundle that contained
the writhing child pressed closely to his bosom. He did not stop again
until he was far down the trail, away from the noise and the lunacy.
And he did not feel safe until night had once again stolen back over
the world.
Suddenly she understood everything and she saw her life as never before.
Purpose had hold of her and along with it a simple grasp of how she
might make it all work. This entity had given her knowledge and now
it was up to her to put it to use. All these years she had been too
skeptical, too stubborn, too afraid to act.
Now she no longer needed to embrace the confusions, the doubts, the
contradictions of her life to feel whole, to feel human; she needed
to deny them. This is what she had always been afraid of. With the sudden
realization of it, something new and wonderful inside her began to live,
to burn. She began walking fearlessly into the entity's enigmatic embrace.